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ever since last week I have been having these horrible dreams of everyone I love dying...its so scary. I never dream and now all of a sudden my sleep is filled with these nightmares of my parents or brother or friends all dying. Its gotten to the point of everytime I hear my phone ring I have a mini panic attack that something is wrong. This sucks-I don't sleep and when I do it terrifies me. I couldn't imagine what my life would be like without my dad or bobby and now its running though my head 24/7...what if my daddy had a heart attack and he wasnt there to walk me down the aisle? or my mom got in an accident and wasnt there to talk me through when I get stressed out? gah I hate this...