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I feel like I am in this weird social limbo right now where I feel very much my age, yet 30 years old at the same time. Although I am content with myself and I feel no discomfort as to the person I am, I do feel that identifying with people (especially my age) is very difficult. Maybe it's my upbringing... maybe it's my personality... maybe it's my job... or a mix of all 3 plus some... I dunno. But I find myself feeling unsatisfied in relationships with peers.
I also find that there is a trend of [young adults] talking the talk of [real adults] yet not "walking the walk". Everyone seems to call themselves "mature" and exceptional for their age when in reality, they are simply fronting, for a lack of better words. There is nothing that irritates me more about these people. Fakers... sheesh.
I just want to find friends that are true... not only in their quality of friendship, but true to themselves and others about who they REALLY are. I have been meeting people initially seem wonderful, but after a few conversations and observations, are anything but that.
Where are all the decent and honest people going? Obviously they have not crossed my path yet. I hope it's soon... sheesh.
I also find that there is a trend of [young adults] talking the talk of [real adults] yet not "walking the walk". Everyone seems to call themselves "mature" and exceptional for their age when in reality, they are simply fronting, for a lack of better words. There is nothing that irritates me more about these people. Fakers... sheesh.
I just want to find friends that are true... not only in their quality of friendship, but true to themselves and others about who they REALLY are. I have been meeting people initially seem wonderful, but after a few conversations and observations, are anything but that.
Where are all the decent and honest people going? Obviously they have not crossed my path yet. I hope it's soon... sheesh.