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I know it has been forever, but I am finally updating. It has been a crazy crazy few weeks, and I dont think the crazyness is going to cease anytime soon. The big important thing is that I have moved into my very own apartment!! Does't matter that I wont be allowed to work for awhile cause my heart/stomach/head/who knows, freaked out at work. Apparntly blacking out at work is a bad thing...even if its only an almost black out. Anyway, I should still be able to work on the weekends, but only after I get a doctor's ok, but it will be a while before they will let me return to my aid duties, which sucks, since now I dont make enough to cover rent without help from dad. Damn.
So yeah, I know it wasn't my heart that made me pass out, cause thouse tests came back good, but now I am concerned that it is my head that is the problem. mainly cause my vision has been off, and everytime i move my head to the side or up and down, I get dizzy. Fun. Really. The meds the ER doc gave me (and yes I went by medics, that was fun) is making me so sick. I cant even really explain it, but its like being completly anexious, exausted and nervous all at the same time. I litteraly titch. Anyway, I see my doc sunday so we will figure it out from there, and yes, before anyone asks, I am the queen of bad luck....
In other news I got to talk to John for the first time in what feels like FOREVER. Bad news though, I sorta, kinda fell asleep on him. Only fair though, when I woke up he was asleep too *giggles* But I have my internt for good now, so that makes me very happy, I was going crazy with no way to talk to anyone and being stuck in the house.
There is other news that I have to share, but to be honest I am still getting used to it, so I think I will keep it to myself for now. Only three people currently know about it, and that is enough for now. Just, if you dont know what im talking about, wish me luck in learing to deal with this newest challenge in my life. OOooo and I might have to go on disability...oh what joyious times.
Please, Please come by if you all are board, I typically am, just come on by, I miss you guys.
So yeah, I know it wasn't my heart that made me pass out, cause thouse tests came back good, but now I am concerned that it is my head that is the problem. mainly cause my vision has been off, and everytime i move my head to the side or up and down, I get dizzy. Fun. Really. The meds the ER doc gave me (and yes I went by medics, that was fun) is making me so sick. I cant even really explain it, but its like being completly anexious, exausted and nervous all at the same time. I litteraly titch. Anyway, I see my doc sunday so we will figure it out from there, and yes, before anyone asks, I am the queen of bad luck....
In other news I got to talk to John for the first time in what feels like FOREVER. Bad news though, I sorta, kinda fell asleep on him. Only fair though, when I woke up he was asleep too *giggles* But I have my internt for good now, so that makes me very happy, I was going crazy with no way to talk to anyone and being stuck in the house.
There is other news that I have to share, but to be honest I am still getting used to it, so I think I will keep it to myself for now. Only three people currently know about it, and that is enough for now. Just, if you dont know what im talking about, wish me luck in learing to deal with this newest challenge in my life. OOooo and I might have to go on disability...oh what joyious times.
Please, Please come by if you all are board, I typically am, just come on by, I miss you guys.