i hate ....

Nov 30, 2004 21:27

**i hate it when your not around
and the fact that you didnt call**
but mostly i hate the way i dont hate you
not even a little bit
not even close
not even at all....~~10 things i hate about you

i hate whom you've become because you left me all alone.
i hate that you are only there half the time
i hate that you get on my case for one thing yet do it yourself
i hate that i'm "invisible" when she's around
i hate that we are fake to each other
i hate that you are rude to me but in ways that i can't point out to you
i hate that i know you so well
i hate that no one can replace you because part of me is now gone
i hate that we've chosen two different paths to walk down
i miss friday nights and dancing out on the street
i miss saturday nights when we watched movies at your house and talked online all night
i miss spending weekends together. it was expected we hung out
i miss talking everynight
i miss sharing everything
fighting was never the problem because if you havent noticed- i fight with everyone.
but we lost trust in one another
and i know things can't go back to the way they were
i've already tried pretending
i am hoping for a miracle, but i can't say i believe things can and will change
you enjoy what you do and they way you act yet i depise it
i enjoy what i do and the way i act, yet you depise it
but maybe someday, by some chance, we'll come together on a friday night and watch movies home alone at your house, dance in the street, make up dances, have boys come over, and talk online all night.~~megans journal

i dont know what to do anymore ...

i need a friend right now more then ever ... but what do you do when the one person you run to when things get rough ... is the one person who made them like that?

manda come home soon ! i miss you baybe
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