boys are fucking dumb!!
this weekend was good...i spent most of it with jesse.
just when i thought things were going really well between him and i, he fucks up! im so mad right, now i cant stand him! he always bitches at me about if he found out that i did the shit he did he wouldnt like me anymore and would probably break up with me. so...does he think it's alright for him to go out and do it??? what the fuck jesse! im so disapointed. you tell me all this crap that you're not gunna do it anymore, and you do it anyway. ive been wanting to get away from all that crap..and somehow, it just keeps coming back to me! do i really have to break up with you to make it go away??? or will it ever go away!? i already told you that you were on thin ice on friday...sorry buddy, but the ice has cracked...and now what are you gunna do to fix it?????????
and fucking ryan. who the hell does he think he is? boy is he in for it on monday. his ass is gunna get chewed out.
i dont know what is going on with guys all of a suddenn. but it's really bothering me. no one can find a decent guy anymore. i feel bad for all of us girls, cuz guys are fucking scum. actually..not all guys are. the good ones are the ones you cant ever get. it's hard to be lucky in love. everyone thought me and jesse had it good...i guess not anymore.
definately gunna be a tough one to get over. i just think it's such bullshit. maybe im over-reacting..but god! i really hate everything between him and i right now......
i dont want any shit from anyone saying im just bitching and complaining. maybe i am but i dont really give a fuck. and i'm not doing this for sympathy. i just need to blow some steam off...
just when i thought things were going really well between him and i, he fucks up! im so mad right, now i cant stand him! he always bitches at me about if he found out that i did the shit he did he wouldnt like me anymore and would probably break up with me. so...does he think it's alright for him to go out and do it??? what the fuck jesse! im so disapointed. you tell me all this crap that you're not gunna do it anymore, and you do it anyway. ive been wanting to get away from all that crap..and somehow, it just keeps coming back to me! do i really have to break up with you to make it go away??? or will it ever go away!? i already told you that you were on thin ice on friday...sorry buddy, but the ice has cracked...and now what are you gunna do to fix it?????????
and fucking ryan. who the hell does he think he is? boy is he in for it on monday. his ass is gunna get chewed out.
i dont know what is going on with guys all of a suddenn. but it's really bothering me. no one can find a decent guy anymore. i feel bad for all of us girls, cuz guys are fucking scum. actually..not all guys are. the good ones are the ones you cant ever get. it's hard to be lucky in love. everyone thought me and jesse had it good...i guess not anymore.
definately gunna be a tough one to get over. i just think it's such bullshit. maybe im over-reacting..but god! i really hate everything between him and i right now......
i dont want any shit from anyone saying im just bitching and complaining. maybe i am but i dont really give a fuck. and i'm not doing this for sympathy. i just need to blow some steam off...