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Dear livejournal,
So its been quite sometime since a real update. I just read all the entries that fit on one page, and man, I'm such a retard. But in a lot of those posts I talked about my job, and my friends, and san diego, and how I hate bush, and a bunch of surveys and I said the word love a lot and was just waaaayy happy and totally into it.
But lately I feel like I just haven't been into it. I'm not quite sure what may have caused this, or why, or even when, but its shitty. Don't get me wrong, I'm a really happy person, go life, woooo, but a lot of things just aren't feeling right and it bums me out.
As you may already know, the fabulous glen alen has left regis and is gonna do famous faces. It was such a low blow at first, and well still is, but all in all I am very happy for him. Happy that he just said fuck it, and did what he wanted. I know he'll make it, and I am going to always visit him on set and shmooze with the lovelys. Ohh the life.
Home life, well you all know how that is. Our lives are awkward. The apt is such a mess. Our fish tank hasn't been cleaned once (but looks good still), we have a loose door knob that vigil will prolly never fix again, and a shitty shower. But with all that shitty, I still love it. I still love that I have something that is my own. That I work for it and earn it. So I'm making a promise to myself that I'm gonna try my hardest to respect the things I get. The less I have to buy over and over again, the more new I can get :) . That mightve not made sense, but whatever, I'm faaaaaded, duh.
My parents have been amazing to me. That's definetly something rare comin outta my mouth. But they have been so supportive in all of my craziness and confusion. I can say for sure tho that my relationship with them is definetly at its best.
Also something that's kind of weird, but I could really care less, is we now have no internet or free cable. Its kinda shitty cos now there's not much to do when things get boring, but the upside of that is more free time to do other things that need to get done! I am bummed on the no free cable, only because I fell in love, and now its gone. Jonathan antin, you are the man of my dreams. Ohhh lord. Anyway, and the real world was really rad and I'm gonna miss that. Oh, duh, and e! true hollywood story. Fuck man, I miss caaaabllee.
Hey, I just wrote all that about tv and internet, weird. All in all, I'm in that improvement mode, and I hope I follow through. I feel like the month of august is gonna go by real slow, but then september will hopefully be amaaaazzinnggg!!!!!!! besides everyone and their mother going on tour AND jo leaving for shitty cruz :(
Anyway, like alll my other entries, i love my job and my friends, especially the rad ones, and blah blah blah, I miss you all lets be lovers again.
Love,
Kat
So its been quite sometime since a real update. I just read all the entries that fit on one page, and man, I'm such a retard. But in a lot of those posts I talked about my job, and my friends, and san diego, and how I hate bush, and a bunch of surveys and I said the word love a lot and was just waaaayy happy and totally into it.
But lately I feel like I just haven't been into it. I'm not quite sure what may have caused this, or why, or even when, but its shitty. Don't get me wrong, I'm a really happy person, go life, woooo, but a lot of things just aren't feeling right and it bums me out.
As you may already know, the fabulous glen alen has left regis and is gonna do famous faces. It was such a low blow at first, and well still is, but all in all I am very happy for him. Happy that he just said fuck it, and did what he wanted. I know he'll make it, and I am going to always visit him on set and shmooze with the lovelys. Ohh the life.
Home life, well you all know how that is. Our lives are awkward. The apt is such a mess. Our fish tank hasn't been cleaned once (but looks good still), we have a loose door knob that vigil will prolly never fix again, and a shitty shower. But with all that shitty, I still love it. I still love that I have something that is my own. That I work for it and earn it. So I'm making a promise to myself that I'm gonna try my hardest to respect the things I get. The less I have to buy over and over again, the more new I can get :) . That mightve not made sense, but whatever, I'm faaaaaded, duh.
My parents have been amazing to me. That's definetly something rare comin outta my mouth. But they have been so supportive in all of my craziness and confusion. I can say for sure tho that my relationship with them is definetly at its best.
Also something that's kind of weird, but I could really care less, is we now have no internet or free cable. Its kinda shitty cos now there's not much to do when things get boring, but the upside of that is more free time to do other things that need to get done! I am bummed on the no free cable, only because I fell in love, and now its gone. Jonathan antin, you are the man of my dreams. Ohhh lord. Anyway, and the real world was really rad and I'm gonna miss that. Oh, duh, and e! true hollywood story. Fuck man, I miss caaaabllee.
Hey, I just wrote all that about tv and internet, weird. All in all, I'm in that improvement mode, and I hope I follow through. I feel like the month of august is gonna go by real slow, but then september will hopefully be amaaaazzinnggg!!!!!!! besides everyone and their mother going on tour AND jo leaving for shitty cruz :(
Anyway, like alll my other entries, i love my job and my friends, especially the rad ones, and blah blah blah, I miss you all lets be lovers again.
Love,
Kat