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I hate days like this. I didn't sleep at all, then got ripped apart on a project I liked b/c I was too tired to articulate myself and just got flustered. And I am tired and wish I didn't have so many responsibilities. I need time to cry and just be unhappy so I can get it out. I keep holding it in b/c I hate having people see me upset and its not like I am actually upset about something. I am just exhausted and overwhelmed. I am not even upset that Don really picked apart my project, I am upset with myself for not defending it better, but I know that if I did I would have cried bc I have been on the verge of tears since yesterday. And now I am hungry, but I am red and blotchy and dont want to go to the store. I am upset about the fact that I don't feel like spu prepares you for the real theatre world.