Life at this point
I don't seem to be updating much. Sorry. I haven't really felt like it as of late.
Finished my field school mapping project and presentation on Friday. Some of it was ok, but a lot of my map was basically torn apart and I found there were so many errors that I didn't even notice. That was a bit of a disapointment.
I'm REALLY po'd w/ myself as of late. I have my mom pissed at me for not picking up coat in the mail, I'm pretty sure I have a room mate pissed at me for heading out all night and NOT cleaning up before I left and prolly a million other stupid things I do, I don't have my thesis stuff going on time and I had to cancel a meeting w/ my advisor not to mention I looked like a total idiot trying to present my field school stuff to him and Mike. God, I came out of that feeling like I was 2 inches tall! It really threw my confidence down a notch. I don't feel like I was able to show them how much effort I put into that. It looks like I just threw it together but I spent so much time on it and there were mistakes that I completely missed and they had to explain to me what I did wrong. If this was a job I think they're really be second guessing their decision to hire me.
I'm just really REALLY disapointed in myself this week. I definatly did not put my best foot forward. Alas, I guess today starts a new week. Wish me luck in not being an idiot this time around.
Finished my field school mapping project and presentation on Friday. Some of it was ok, but a lot of my map was basically torn apart and I found there were so many errors that I didn't even notice. That was a bit of a disapointment.
I'm REALLY po'd w/ myself as of late. I have my mom pissed at me for not picking up coat in the mail, I'm pretty sure I have a room mate pissed at me for heading out all night and NOT cleaning up before I left and prolly a million other stupid things I do, I don't have my thesis stuff going on time and I had to cancel a meeting w/ my advisor not to mention I looked like a total idiot trying to present my field school stuff to him and Mike. God, I came out of that feeling like I was 2 inches tall! It really threw my confidence down a notch. I don't feel like I was able to show them how much effort I put into that. It looks like I just threw it together but I spent so much time on it and there were mistakes that I completely missed and they had to explain to me what I did wrong. If this was a job I think they're really be second guessing their decision to hire me.
I'm just really REALLY disapointed in myself this week. I definatly did not put my best foot forward. Alas, I guess today starts a new week. Wish me luck in not being an idiot this time around.