Sinking in Classes
I'm starting to panic a little about my grades and I am becoming very annoyed that people keep walking pass me as I am trying to update this because I don't want to get in trouble. I'm listening to "Holiday?--Greenday. You wouldn't think that I like them. I feel like being angry today. I shouldn't since I don't have a 3 p.m. class for the rest of the week. I got a 64 on an assignment and didn't turn another assignment in, but I don't care exactly. I have a hard quiz in that class too. I really didn't want to be in there today. I don't feel like working today either. I feel like raising cain. I feel like being rebellious. I shouldn't listen to Greenday. LOL, I should make out with the lead singer. He's not cute exactly, but he has that dark look that I like. However, I don't like a guy that wears more eyeliner than me. LOL. Actually, I like the skater look sort of. Not the baggy pants, but the other parts of it are ok.
I just wish I can move on with life. I feel like I'm being held back from everything. The director of the play that I wrote made me angry yesterday. Not really angry, but I didn't like what she said to me. She told me that she was only going to change a little bit of the play because the actors thought that it was corny and one line they could not say. I was ok with that. She then told me that we should write a play together. I told her that I had so many ideas and she said the same thing to me. Well, I asked her who was going to write the play and she said that I was going to write the play and that she was going to tell me what to write about. I have ideas of my own! I'm the one who wants to direct! Yeah, maybe you may control whether or not I go to jail in a Supreme Court Case, but other than that, I don't see why...so many people are walking past me!!! ARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!
Can't I just sink into my daydreams? I wish that I can just find some way to escape. I wish that I can find some way to become successful. Why do some people become successful quicker than others at a faster pace while doing less work? I am glad to be a Capricorn, but I wish that I can just do stuff that makes a difference. I need to e-mail my ex-boyfriend today.
I just wish I can move on with life. I feel like I'm being held back from everything. The director of the play that I wrote made me angry yesterday. Not really angry, but I didn't like what she said to me. She told me that she was only going to change a little bit of the play because the actors thought that it was corny and one line they could not say. I was ok with that. She then told me that we should write a play together. I told her that I had so many ideas and she said the same thing to me. Well, I asked her who was going to write the play and she said that I was going to write the play and that she was going to tell me what to write about. I have ideas of my own! I'm the one who wants to direct! Yeah, maybe you may control whether or not I go to jail in a Supreme Court Case, but other than that, I don't see why...so many people are walking past me!!! ARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!
Can't I just sink into my daydreams? I wish that I can just find some way to escape. I wish that I can find some way to become successful. Why do some people become successful quicker than others at a faster pace while doing less work? I am glad to be a Capricorn, but I wish that I can just do stuff that makes a difference. I need to e-mail my ex-boyfriend today.