Mash The Pedal Harder
"Innocent"--Our Lady Peace has been playing in my head all day today. I know that I at least got a 20 on the quiz. I think that I did halfway decent on the quiz, but I can't say for sure. I went to the RA beginning interview session where they talk to everyone as a huge group. It made me really angry to see how many people (100 +) try out for being an RA. Not to mention one of the dormitories I signed up for, the main one I wanted, has the same collegium as my current dormitory does (and I REALLY don't want to deal with her for a second year...especially not as a boss). She wouldn't hire me anyway because she thinks that I'm crazy.
Anyway, if you want to make life any more screwed up with the pondering of my current job promise, the RA forms, homework, the play, and the new room mate moving in, there is some more information. After this meditation meeting, this girl (who does seem cool) comes up to me and tells me that I better get used to having a third person in the room because her and my new roommate are great friends. So not only do I have to worry about my roommate but also her friend. They are cool people, but I just like having my own room. If that's not enough, I checked my e-mail not too long ago and I received one from the newspaper. Turns out that I got the job that I interviewed for over a month ago. I think that I am just going to drop the RA spot and take the newspaper spot. I can be an even better Jimmy Olsen than Hunnington. Heck, how about if I wear my "Super Girl" tank-top? LOL.
My schedule was waking up at 7:16 a.m. to get dressed and rush over to a building on the other side of the quad to find out that he doesn't even have a secretary. I ran to the building where his office is and gave the plate to the building secretary who joked about how the professor claimed that he had his own secretary. I went back across the quad, crossed a road, and made it to the building to drop off my application for RA (that was when I found out that the main dormitory had this collegium as their collegium). I ran to the next building to eat some Lucky Charms and smuggled a powered doughnut (a very big powder doughnut) and a biscuit and went back to my dorm. I went to class (after eating the powdered doughnut) and was in class for 4 hours and went to work for 2 hours.
When I had 1/2 an hour left before my speech, it turned out that a HUGE order of laptops came in and that my ex boss needed everyone to come and get them from a building far away. Very few people were there, so she tried to recruit me, but I had a speech so she let me stay. I delivered my speech first for some reason and then went back to my dorm for a little over a 1/2 hour and then went to dinner. I went to play practice an hour and a 1/2 later and then I went to the Cafe and hung out with this great guy while I drank a smoothie. He added me to Trillian and told me that "whenever I want to escape, just call him at his dorm." If it wasn't for the fact that he was so nice to girls and that his name is the same as my ex's name...nah, I wasn't meant to be loved. I'm suppose to be single to make couples feel better.
I then went to the RA Meeting and then I rushed back to my dorm room and joined some sort of meditation thing they were doing. We sat in the dark and they told us to relax and not think about our troubles while they played some soothing music and said things like "They nailed Jesus to the cross and he begain to wail in pain at three o' clock. He groaned in pain once more before he died." How is that suppose to be relaxing I don't know. We wrote down something on the piece of paper that we want God to take care of so we will not have to worry about it anymore and we put it in a pot and they took the pot outside and set the papers on fire. I took a picture of it with my regular camera. I seriously hope that it works. I wrote down...uncertainty. I put my special signature on it. They also played christian rock music to have us meditate to. It didn't work so well to relax me. It did a little, but not much. I had a meeting right afterwards with HC.
I don't know how life is going to turn out for me. I am starting to have some more doubt. I just wish that I can figure out a solution. I've convinced my college twin to watch "Dogma" with me on Saturday. I just hope my future roommate doesn't mind. It's times like these that I wish that I had someone to hold me and tell me that everything will be fine. I think that I can work through it, but it would be nice to be comforted. But like Green Day says:
"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone."
I will be walking alone for a while I think. A LONG while. Maybe with the exception of my parents and whatever deity is up there. By the way, one game we played at the RA meeting was that they pasted some famous person on our back and we had to figure out who it was. Mine was Leonardo DiCaprio. (*Rolls Eyes*). Did he win an Oscar? I don't know.
Anyway, if you want to make life any more screwed up with the pondering of my current job promise, the RA forms, homework, the play, and the new room mate moving in, there is some more information. After this meditation meeting, this girl (who does seem cool) comes up to me and tells me that I better get used to having a third person in the room because her and my new roommate are great friends. So not only do I have to worry about my roommate but also her friend. They are cool people, but I just like having my own room. If that's not enough, I checked my e-mail not too long ago and I received one from the newspaper. Turns out that I got the job that I interviewed for over a month ago. I think that I am just going to drop the RA spot and take the newspaper spot. I can be an even better Jimmy Olsen than Hunnington. Heck, how about if I wear my "Super Girl" tank-top? LOL.
My schedule was waking up at 7:16 a.m. to get dressed and rush over to a building on the other side of the quad to find out that he doesn't even have a secretary. I ran to the building where his office is and gave the plate to the building secretary who joked about how the professor claimed that he had his own secretary. I went back across the quad, crossed a road, and made it to the building to drop off my application for RA (that was when I found out that the main dormitory had this collegium as their collegium). I ran to the next building to eat some Lucky Charms and smuggled a powered doughnut (a very big powder doughnut) and a biscuit and went back to my dorm. I went to class (after eating the powdered doughnut) and was in class for 4 hours and went to work for 2 hours.
When I had 1/2 an hour left before my speech, it turned out that a HUGE order of laptops came in and that my ex boss needed everyone to come and get them from a building far away. Very few people were there, so she tried to recruit me, but I had a speech so she let me stay. I delivered my speech first for some reason and then went back to my dorm for a little over a 1/2 hour and then went to dinner. I went to play practice an hour and a 1/2 later and then I went to the Cafe and hung out with this great guy while I drank a smoothie. He added me to Trillian and told me that "whenever I want to escape, just call him at his dorm." If it wasn't for the fact that he was so nice to girls and that his name is the same as my ex's name...nah, I wasn't meant to be loved. I'm suppose to be single to make couples feel better.
I then went to the RA Meeting and then I rushed back to my dorm room and joined some sort of meditation thing they were doing. We sat in the dark and they told us to relax and not think about our troubles while they played some soothing music and said things like "They nailed Jesus to the cross and he begain to wail in pain at three o' clock. He groaned in pain once more before he died." How is that suppose to be relaxing I don't know. We wrote down something on the piece of paper that we want God to take care of so we will not have to worry about it anymore and we put it in a pot and they took the pot outside and set the papers on fire. I took a picture of it with my regular camera. I seriously hope that it works. I wrote down...uncertainty. I put my special signature on it. They also played christian rock music to have us meditate to. It didn't work so well to relax me. It did a little, but not much. I had a meeting right afterwards with HC.
I don't know how life is going to turn out for me. I am starting to have some more doubt. I just wish that I can figure out a solution. I've convinced my college twin to watch "Dogma" with me on Saturday. I just hope my future roommate doesn't mind. It's times like these that I wish that I had someone to hold me and tell me that everything will be fine. I think that I can work through it, but it would be nice to be comforted. But like Green Day says:
"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone."
I will be walking alone for a while I think. A LONG while. Maybe with the exception of my parents and whatever deity is up there. By the way, one game we played at the RA meeting was that they pasted some famous person on our back and we had to figure out who it was. Mine was Leonardo DiCaprio. (*Rolls Eyes*). Did he win an Oscar? I don't know.