drowsy
dam have i been a bitch lately or what! wow im amazed at my bitchyness. and at my weight, wtf i did not look this bloated at the begining of the year! wow gosh. monster head ach. wow i hate hw i hate school im so fed up with all this crap, im irratable and i have pimples! dam man i hate myself. well i dont no if i mean that but i hate the way i am now. thats it tomarrow i start jogging and excersising, exercising is supposed to give you ednorcines, or w.e its called, so mayb ill b happier. today at lunch it felt like i was going deaf in one ear....my eyebrows are awful. wow i hate flaws, its not fair, but i quess flaws are what make a person who they are. i tried on an abercrombie shirt the other day...i thought u no it wont b bad to have one good looking uniform shirt, but it looked sooooo awful on me, my mom thought so cuz she didnt let me get it, i dont understand y the hell it looks so crappy on me and so good on every1 else. well its ok im not gonna get bent outa shape cuz of a dam ugly shirt. mayb ill dye my hair 2marrow, itll feel like a new me. yes i think ill do that.