Aug 22, 2005 20:48
"And then I felt the scrapes
From the slippery subway grate.
Oh how you laughed
At my complete lack of grace.
But I could not recall
A more perfect fall
Cause when I looked up into your eyes
It didn't hurt at all."
the postal service be still my heart
such a sweet song makes me sad wich remind me, i hate men. hahah i dont really but so many of them piss me off. school has been painfully overwhelming for me. i dont know if advanced is good for me. i hate homework, im to lazy for it. hmm well uniforms are annoying, how does the school expect kids to perform well and feel good about themselfs when ther wearing awful colors and unflattering shirts. i know that sounds kind of superficial, but with someone with a low self asteem like me, wearing unflattering shirts isnt something to boost my performance in schoool. it seems to me like my life alternates between two feelings, happy and depressed. at one point im happy about everything and have a postive attitude tward people. but then a couple months later i start feeling depressed and annoying and ugly. wow. i duno wat to say, so ill just end this entry....phone calls are nice.
xoxo kat