Oct 22, 2005 21:43
i've realized that in a week and half, november 2 will mark 6 months. never in my mind have i ever thought that i would be able to find someone in high school who i would end up going out with for 6 months, but i guess things happen for a reason right? i guess i was afraid of opening up and becoming one of those high school girls who end up dealing with a guy for like a day and then getting my heart broken. no doubt has it been hard to get where we are now, but without all the ups and downs that we've been through we wouldn't have lasted till now and things wouldn't seem as perfect. i've realized that things are just starting to fall into place now and i'm glad that's it taken this long because we've taken things slow and we've worked things out over and over again. i can seriously say now that i love you... yes that 4 letter word that i was never able to say before is finally coming out. i guess over the duration of the past 6 months, i've come to relize that time is what works everything out
p.s. thanks to everyone who has been there for me and having my back all the way through this and you know who you guys are... i love you guys so much