hrm... there's a lot
well here i am at 10 in the morning writing on lj. nothing else better to do and considering i'm up at 10 on the weekend, its pretty impressive! i was hoping to sleep in till past noon just because my lack of sleep and stress has caught up with me, not to mention that i went out friday night and didn't get back to scarborough till late and my old bed sucks like crap, so even though i did sleep in till noon down in scraborough, it was a horrible sleep! a recap of my weekend shall we....
well this whole week has been stressful for me and after this week, hopefully things will calm down and get a bit better. everything just piles up and there's just so much i have to do and plus things have been really frustrating me. anyways moving on to my weekend, friday was really busy, yet a good end to my week. went to school (of course) which was alright, but a really frustrating day just because our school talks and practically the whole school knows about it and if anything does happen now, everyone will for sure know about it, but i guess i'm not going to do this to make other people happy, its strictly going to be for the benefit of us... hopefully. well i'll talk about that later, but moving on. so i went home right after school because i had to get ready for the awesome night that was ahead of me and i've realized that i'm always late, but thank goodness that by the time i got to my old house, uncle g decided that we were going to leave at 5:30... so i basically rushed for nothing... LOL. anyways... yah we went downtown to meet lily and chris for dinner at ruth's chris which is a steakhouse, but its in the hilton hotel, so it was some pretty fancy stuff and yes i did have to dress up. everything on the menu was a la carte so everything was extra expensive then again the restaurant itself was supposed to be expensive. like my 8 oz. steak alone was $40, just for the steak with no side orders and such, but yah it was great fun. uncle g and i had great bonding time in the car ride down, its been a long time since we've actually had a real conversation and a decent one at that one too, but its really good. so dinner was amazing... the best dinner i've had yet! that steak was soooo good and now i like my steak to be medium red, warm pink center! and my key lime pie foe dessert... MMMMMMMMMMMMM... and my lobster bisque for starters, fabby!anyways saturday slept in till noon, but i woke up like every hour, it was a restless sleep. i guess me having a double bed here at my new house, and sleeping on my old single bed back in scarborough just doesn't work because half way through the night i practically fell off the bed and so i ended up going downstairs to the basement at like 5 in the morning to sleep on the couch where i hoped i wouldn't fall off. anyways worked on histroy all day yesterday, and went to alliyah's to finish it off and now i got to still work on it here at home along with all the other homework i have. aaliyah's house was soooo much fun and it was all good times and we did get a lot fo work done. today will be a stay at home do work knid of day and lily and chris are going to come over tonight for dinner, but i think we're going to get pizza just because dad's at a conference and won't be back till 6ish and mom is in niagara falls with aunt florence and they won't be back till tonight either and as for me... all i can say is that i'm not cooking what so ever! unless you wanna eat mac and chesse thent hat's totally fine with me... more than glad to eat that stuff. hrm... maybe i'll have some for lunch since i ahve nothing else in the fridge to cook... good idea??? i think so!
anyways he's supposed to call today and we'll see where our conversation goes. so far everything has been really good, talked face to face for a whole period on thursday. he ended up skipping 4th which is my lunch to talk to me because i guess there was just a lot of things we had to talk about it and clear up just because everyone's been talking you know and plus we never get to talk during school at all and i rarely pick up my phone when he calls. but people talking will always be part of life no matter how much it frustrates me. i mean what they have to say has nothing to do about me, like they're not talking shit about me, but they're trying to put him down. but yah, things are getting pretty comfortable so far, nothing to worry about as of yet and one thing i know is that i'm not going to rush into anything and i have friends for support on this (love you guys a ton!). thanks to everyone who's been there, its been awesome. but now its us 2 that's got to do the work and talking, no more middle men please, its too confusing. and yah i guess everyone's opinion about the whole situation has affected me even though i know i shouldn't let it. but i guess its been stressing him out too because now he's determined to prove everyone wrong and people just talk crap for no reason and i guess its bothered him so much only because he really wants things to work out and when everyone tells me stuff he gets mad because half the things aren't true... whatever, its high school. people are going to talk, you just got to learn to not let it bug you.
anyways this week is going to be a short week for me, it could have been shorter but the rugby tournament tomorrow has been cancelled because we're not allowed to play on that field any more, but i still have an all day tounrament in sutton on friday so that cuts my week down to 4 days. actually the next 3 weeks will be 4 day weeks for me just because i have conferences to attend for LCC and rugby this week. let's see i got rugby practice tomorrow and then we gotta watch the senior boy's game tomorrow so i won't be home till after 5 and i gotta study for math and science. tuesday i got to go to math tutoring after school which is like for 2 hours, but its been helping. then i gotta study for science. wednesday rugby practice or exhibition game against unionville.. still undecided and studying for science. thursday got rugby practice till 4:30 and no more studying... finally! friday is an all day rugby tournament in sutton so that takes care of going to school and then its out for dinner.... with my sisters =) can't wait! good times.
anyways i'm going to go grab a bite to eat and then start on some work just because i have a crapload to do <3
well this whole week has been stressful for me and after this week, hopefully things will calm down and get a bit better. everything just piles up and there's just so much i have to do and plus things have been really frustrating me. anyways moving on to my weekend, friday was really busy, yet a good end to my week. went to school (of course) which was alright, but a really frustrating day just because our school talks and practically the whole school knows about it and if anything does happen now, everyone will for sure know about it, but i guess i'm not going to do this to make other people happy, its strictly going to be for the benefit of us... hopefully. well i'll talk about that later, but moving on. so i went home right after school because i had to get ready for the awesome night that was ahead of me and i've realized that i'm always late, but thank goodness that by the time i got to my old house, uncle g decided that we were going to leave at 5:30... so i basically rushed for nothing... LOL. anyways... yah we went downtown to meet lily and chris for dinner at ruth's chris which is a steakhouse, but its in the hilton hotel, so it was some pretty fancy stuff and yes i did have to dress up. everything on the menu was a la carte so everything was extra expensive then again the restaurant itself was supposed to be expensive. like my 8 oz. steak alone was $40, just for the steak with no side orders and such, but yah it was great fun. uncle g and i had great bonding time in the car ride down, its been a long time since we've actually had a real conversation and a decent one at that one too, but its really good. so dinner was amazing... the best dinner i've had yet! that steak was soooo good and now i like my steak to be medium red, warm pink center! and my key lime pie foe dessert... MMMMMMMMMMMMM... and my lobster bisque for starters, fabby!anyways saturday slept in till noon, but i woke up like every hour, it was a restless sleep. i guess me having a double bed here at my new house, and sleeping on my old single bed back in scarborough just doesn't work because half way through the night i practically fell off the bed and so i ended up going downstairs to the basement at like 5 in the morning to sleep on the couch where i hoped i wouldn't fall off. anyways worked on histroy all day yesterday, and went to alliyah's to finish it off and now i got to still work on it here at home along with all the other homework i have. aaliyah's house was soooo much fun and it was all good times and we did get a lot fo work done. today will be a stay at home do work knid of day and lily and chris are going to come over tonight for dinner, but i think we're going to get pizza just because dad's at a conference and won't be back till 6ish and mom is in niagara falls with aunt florence and they won't be back till tonight either and as for me... all i can say is that i'm not cooking what so ever! unless you wanna eat mac and chesse thent hat's totally fine with me... more than glad to eat that stuff. hrm... maybe i'll have some for lunch since i ahve nothing else in the fridge to cook... good idea??? i think so!
anyways he's supposed to call today and we'll see where our conversation goes. so far everything has been really good, talked face to face for a whole period on thursday. he ended up skipping 4th which is my lunch to talk to me because i guess there was just a lot of things we had to talk about it and clear up just because everyone's been talking you know and plus we never get to talk during school at all and i rarely pick up my phone when he calls. but people talking will always be part of life no matter how much it frustrates me. i mean what they have to say has nothing to do about me, like they're not talking shit about me, but they're trying to put him down. but yah, things are getting pretty comfortable so far, nothing to worry about as of yet and one thing i know is that i'm not going to rush into anything and i have friends for support on this (love you guys a ton!). thanks to everyone who's been there, its been awesome. but now its us 2 that's got to do the work and talking, no more middle men please, its too confusing. and yah i guess everyone's opinion about the whole situation has affected me even though i know i shouldn't let it. but i guess its been stressing him out too because now he's determined to prove everyone wrong and people just talk crap for no reason and i guess its bothered him so much only because he really wants things to work out and when everyone tells me stuff he gets mad because half the things aren't true... whatever, its high school. people are going to talk, you just got to learn to not let it bug you.
anyways this week is going to be a short week for me, it could have been shorter but the rugby tournament tomorrow has been cancelled because we're not allowed to play on that field any more, but i still have an all day tounrament in sutton on friday so that cuts my week down to 4 days. actually the next 3 weeks will be 4 day weeks for me just because i have conferences to attend for LCC and rugby this week. let's see i got rugby practice tomorrow and then we gotta watch the senior boy's game tomorrow so i won't be home till after 5 and i gotta study for math and science. tuesday i got to go to math tutoring after school which is like for 2 hours, but its been helping. then i gotta study for science. wednesday rugby practice or exhibition game against unionville.. still undecided and studying for science. thursday got rugby practice till 4:30 and no more studying... finally! friday is an all day rugby tournament in sutton so that takes care of going to school and then its out for dinner.... with my sisters =) can't wait! good times.
anyways i'm going to go grab a bite to eat and then start on some work just because i have a crapload to do <3