I can't exactly contact my family this year, and you're the closest friend I have in this city Miss Saionji. So...I hope you don't mind...
....*sigh*...
You know how Mr. Hanabishi is looking for his "Hime"? I...know who she is.
It's me.
He saved me from some thugs the other night a while ago and forgot to ask my name. I knew after he made an entry about not asking my name the night after that it was him. I've...sorta developed a crush on him...he was so brave that night...
But...
I've been too scared to tell him.
Part of me wants him to find out, the other doesn't. I'm scared. Scared that...when he realizes I'm not a princess at all...
There's...no way I can be a princess. I don't tell many people about this but...a few years ago I was nearly raped. Right before he penetrated me someone came into the room, found us, and stopped him. I was so lucky but...he'd touched my body so much before hand...dirtying me...tainting me...there were also several cases of sexual harassment where I've been groped more times than I can count...
This isn't a princess' body. It's too tarnished to be...And...I don't want him to know that...I'm too embarrassed...