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Jul 07, 2004 18:39

I get to think so much out here. its mostly about why im alone ...im weird. im not afraid to be anything but my myself. i just dont like myself i guess. and i just cant figure out what is so wrong. heh. ive been working all day today. oh, and i found a black widow wich was cool...i gotta take a picture of it, i ordered new shoes, a backpack, some pants and a hoodie online. the other things i ordered im still worried about. talking to Devin yesturday cheered me up. man, adults have a big problem with me or something, i always get lectures on how my hair is too long or how i eat weird. but its cool, i just have to ignore it. my grandma keeps apologizing for my grandpa for yelling at me. but its cool. people have opinions, but the older people just try to enforce them. but im changing and learning alot while i am here. so its ok. i dont want to be one of those people that complain about everything and how that people talk about them, i just dont care really. im used to it. i just wanna be happy and make other people happy. man i type to much but i have alot on my mind because all i do is type. no one is going to read all this.man, i wanna go home and chill with my friends. i took a picture of the sky when i woke up this morning, it was beautiful. my mom and dad are going to be around at the same time, im interested as to what is going to happen. well im going to go run around.
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