"Now it seems that you too
see a painful blue when you stare into the sky."
so the conniving bitch called my mom.
now mom said i CAN'T move out because i WON'T find someone to move in.
so it looks like once again i have fucked over a bunch of people i care about.
i will never get out of this god damn hole and i will be unhappy for the rest of my life.
and no, it's not just because i can't live in this amazing place. it's because of a lot of shit.
there is no rock bottom, it just goes further until it's completely dark and there's nothing left.
no matter how hard i try i'm fucked. i don't know what to do about anything really.
what ever -_-
so the conniving bitch called my mom.
now mom said i CAN'T move out because i WON'T find someone to move in.
so it looks like once again i have fucked over a bunch of people i care about.
i will never get out of this god damn hole and i will be unhappy for the rest of my life.
and no, it's not just because i can't live in this amazing place. it's because of a lot of shit.
there is no rock bottom, it just goes further until it's completely dark and there's nothing left.
no matter how hard i try i'm fucked. i don't know what to do about anything really.
what ever -_-