I think I might be a psychopath.

Apr 16, 2009 19:31

Urrrr..My one day off this week and I've spent it working through a whole bunch of emotions - started great then went downhill from there. Am an aaaaaanngry lady at the moment at what seems to be mere trifles, but which wind me up to the point where I have to breath slowly, sit down and stop imagining caving my housemates faces in with a variety of blunt instuments.. seriously, I'm worried I might turn into one of those people you read on the news who one day just snap. The name for that (as far as I'm aware) is 'psychopath'.
I keep flitting from absolute apathy - cannot be bothered doing aaaanything, but I'm utterly bored of to mumbling rages! Todays incident incase you were wondering was sparked by the absence of some of my refridgerated products ie. mushrooms, raspberries, & strawberries absent, a pile of ground pepper in my grinder lid, and to top it off, someone moved my bike & 1 of my cycle clips is missing. Oh, as well as the house looking an absolute shit-tip, 2 rooms of which have barely changed since party carnage last saturday. (The one I tidied fully has been re-destroyed.)Am sick of living in some sort of student doss, of wearing earplugs most nights incase my housemates come back from somewhere drunk & feeling like I have a problem with everything. Ug. What a stinker of a mood I'm in eh? Oh, and its already nearly 8pm and I have work again tomorrow, thus not really enjoying my day off..
Apologies - I can't remember how to do html cuts - reminder please?
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