eek eek eek eek thunder
i think most of my insanity resides in trying to find somenoe to fall in love with. this is constant. it is nothing out of the ordinary, but it is pathetic. fuck hollywood. but im sure i wasn't completely the media that brainwashed me into feeling incomplete without another human being. it sucks....inserene. is that a word? i wish i could give up on it. i know if i gave up i would feel a shitton better. but i havent worn myself thin enough to giv e up yet. i feel it coming. fuck your smelly gash.