Aug 23, 2010 16:34
off work early today, so far i haven't gotten anything done except sitting on the couch hanging out with the hospital's foster kitten, 'Captain Tecate'....lol. 5:30 i will go to the gym for a steps class :) then i'll get home and try and choke down some food past the piece of metal recently lodged in my tongue. lol. hopefully fold some clothes, make a trip to walmart and then get to bad early. <3
i'm hoping that i haven't been too spoiled by the days off i've had lately. if i don't easily transition back into autopilot i'm going to burn-out a whole lot earlier working 2 jobs and taking a 700 dollar online class. i am stoked that i get to take the class, and all of the opportunities that will follow with work, and eventually getting my RTS in behavior but if i don't leave this class having learned everything i possibly can, and critically thought my brain to death about behavior i will be upset.
i guess in a nutshell i can just say, I AM SO PISSED OFF at my sister. not only am i paying double rent, but double bills now too. she doesn't communicate anything (like when she quit her job, because thats not important).
in some way or another i have surrendered. theres not a damn thing i can do about it, or anyone can do about it. she wont listen. she has no concern for other people only whether they are covering her ass or not, so that she doesn't have to sink or swim...and thats where i come in. happier news later. :/ *murph*