it took five days but i finally figured it out
i want to be in love.
but more than i want to be in love with someone else.
i want to be in love with myself.
so how do you do that? when you feel like each day you are just trying to survive, make ends meet, hold your head up... how do you let yourself love yourself?
i wanted to be at so many different places in my life by this point... im 24, and im still not happy with who i am. im happy that im not who i used to or that i have grown, but i still fall short of the mark constantly. im not quite sure where i messed up, but i cant help but feel like i did.
what does it mean when it feels like you broke your own heart?
but more than i want to be in love with someone else.
i want to be in love with myself.
so how do you do that? when you feel like each day you are just trying to survive, make ends meet, hold your head up... how do you let yourself love yourself?
i wanted to be at so many different places in my life by this point... im 24, and im still not happy with who i am. im happy that im not who i used to or that i have grown, but i still fall short of the mark constantly. im not quite sure where i messed up, but i cant help but feel like i did.
what does it mean when it feels like you broke your own heart?