Do you have a little place for me ? How about a little Grace for me? - DB
So my last post was kind of vague, but I was super tired, and alots happened since I posted.
I just don't like when people sneak around and act shady, and lie, and change their personalities. Why can't we all be honest? I hate lying myself, and I'm not good at it anyways, but I've become pretty aware of when other people are doing it. It just bothers me that people abuse the honesty in other people and pretend like its okay...I try to be the best person I can, learning to forgive otheresand try not to hold grudges, but some people make it just so difficult...
so awkward situations : when I went to Can't Hang, everytime I turned around there was someone I didn't want to see, AT ALL. Sean was there, Jake was there literally every time I turned around, and then Thunderclap decided to just follow me around to make an awkward situation. But I did run into Bonsai, who was glad to see me. The deal with me and Bonsai is that he REALLY wants us to hook up (His exact words : "we're both seniors and both obviously into each other, why not?")....I don't want us to ruin our friendship and I want us to actually stay friends, because anyone I hook up with I end up wishing they would get lost in Timbuktu. And I would never wish that on Bonsai, because he makes me laugh...so thats what's going on with him.
Halloween party was last night - I didn't drink, because I had to drive home, but everyone else did. My sister got drunk on her birthday, and my mom decided it was 13 nights of halloween shot night...it wasn't her morning. We had alot of fun though - my sister and Taylor decided to krump through the night, which made my night...Luggie sent me some silly texts at 2 in the morning...I was SO tired I didn't hear them ring on my phone, but when I saw him today I let him know they were silly. We threw a birthday party for J&A today, since their birthdays are two days apart. I got J an owl necklace and A some camo shoelaces (HAHA) , that was my contribution to their days of birth. '
work is stressing me out, I have to find a new job. My boss has decided to act so immature and take away ANY forms of entertainment for the receptionists. I have the feeling simply reading a book or going to the bathroom is going to be outlawed. Just wait until they tell us we can't speak to anyone. I don't understand how this has come to happen : someone got left out of something he didn't even ask about, and now we ALL have to pay the price?
I need a new job, where I can make alot more money. I'm going to do a thorough job hunt tomorrow, because if I can't get paid to do my homework anymore, and instead get paid to sit in a chair and try not to fall asleep? ugh, I need money and I'm getting a little money crazy...anyways, I'm going to curl up and watch some scary movies...
I just don't like when people sneak around and act shady, and lie, and change their personalities. Why can't we all be honest? I hate lying myself, and I'm not good at it anyways, but I've become pretty aware of when other people are doing it. It just bothers me that people abuse the honesty in other people and pretend like its okay...I try to be the best person I can, learning to forgive otheresand try not to hold grudges, but some people make it just so difficult...
so awkward situations : when I went to Can't Hang, everytime I turned around there was someone I didn't want to see, AT ALL. Sean was there, Jake was there literally every time I turned around, and then Thunderclap decided to just follow me around to make an awkward situation. But I did run into Bonsai, who was glad to see me. The deal with me and Bonsai is that he REALLY wants us to hook up (His exact words : "we're both seniors and both obviously into each other, why not?")....I don't want us to ruin our friendship and I want us to actually stay friends, because anyone I hook up with I end up wishing they would get lost in Timbuktu. And I would never wish that on Bonsai, because he makes me laugh...so thats what's going on with him.
Halloween party was last night - I didn't drink, because I had to drive home, but everyone else did. My sister got drunk on her birthday, and my mom decided it was 13 nights of halloween shot night...it wasn't her morning. We had alot of fun though - my sister and Taylor decided to krump through the night, which made my night...Luggie sent me some silly texts at 2 in the morning...I was SO tired I didn't hear them ring on my phone, but when I saw him today I let him know they were silly. We threw a birthday party for J&A today, since their birthdays are two days apart. I got J an owl necklace and A some camo shoelaces (HAHA) , that was my contribution to their days of birth. '
work is stressing me out, I have to find a new job. My boss has decided to act so immature and take away ANY forms of entertainment for the receptionists. I have the feeling simply reading a book or going to the bathroom is going to be outlawed. Just wait until they tell us we can't speak to anyone. I don't understand how this has come to happen : someone got left out of something he didn't even ask about, and now we ALL have to pay the price?
I need a new job, where I can make alot more money. I'm going to do a thorough job hunt tomorrow, because if I can't get paid to do my homework anymore, and instead get paid to sit in a chair and try not to fall asleep? ugh, I need money and I'm getting a little money crazy...anyways, I'm going to curl up and watch some scary movies...