here....
i'll be updating here alot more now. my other journal is gone. i woke up yesterday and went to update and found that it was deleted. so, if you have it in your favorites somewhere you should delete the link. i'm very sad about this. it was a shock to me. i wasn't given any warning or e-mails. so, i'm very hurt. if hurt was what was intended then success has been achieved. and the person can feel some relief at my pain. and if anyone thinks i'm being dramatic. i'm not sorry. i'm licking some wounds.