Apr 21, 2005 23:59
okay okay okay....
cali may be starting to look really appealing....... oh gosh
i have to be selfish, need to be selfish and decide what i want to do for me.
i know i am not doing it for taylor anymore...but there's the parents, and everyone else that i need to please...but i have to do it for myself. ahhhhhhhh.
my mind has been swirling with ideas, work, and i am exhausted now. yet i am still up! why! going to bed. hmm.