Letter to my husband
I just wanted to say some things
I love you so much and I thank God everyday for you giving me the chance to make things right again.
I am sorry for hurting you, I am sorry for crossing the line with FOM and I am sorry for the lies and the deception.
Right now I am struggling and hurting. I don't know who I am. The swinging that we particpated in hurt me more then I can even begin to express in words. I keep trying to tell you that I need you to be patient with me as I try to deal with these. I am hurting, I feel worthless and feel that I don't have any value to anybody and especially you. I need help, I need you to focus on us and not on the swinging. It hurts me when you talk about it as a good thing, it hurts when you make me feel guilty about wanting to stop it. I am dying inside and I need help. I need you to please refocus yourself on us and our marriage if. Please be patient with me as I try to heal from this.
I am sorry so sorry for hurting you. I love you
Your Wife
I love you so much and I thank God everyday for you giving me the chance to make things right again.
I am sorry for hurting you, I am sorry for crossing the line with FOM and I am sorry for the lies and the deception.
Right now I am struggling and hurting. I don't know who I am. The swinging that we particpated in hurt me more then I can even begin to express in words. I keep trying to tell you that I need you to be patient with me as I try to deal with these. I am hurting, I feel worthless and feel that I don't have any value to anybody and especially you. I need help, I need you to focus on us and not on the swinging. It hurts me when you talk about it as a good thing, it hurts when you make me feel guilty about wanting to stop it. I am dying inside and I need help. I need you to please refocus yourself on us and our marriage if. Please be patient with me as I try to heal from this.
I am sorry so sorry for hurting you. I love you
Your Wife