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i can't sleep so here i am updating live journal.....so let me see here let me fill some of ya in since i don't get to talk to ya much other than on lj....ok so i was sick for a few days don't know what was wrong....i can't find my glasses as of right now....so i'll be on a mission later on this morning.....i've come to the conclusion that my microbio professor is not very smart although she has a phd and seems really nice....first she lost the department's lap top....then this week she used slides from MY presentation in lecture without giving me credit....so thanks for nothing...it took me forever and a fucking day to get those pictures and for what for the lady to steal them what the fuck!!!!!!!!ok i feel better now that i got that out.....i would have felt like an asshole just talking about it at least writing it down i don't see the looks on your faces...ok on to the next every one is all jazzed up for christmas and ya know what i am too :o) but let me put it this way due to financial reasons people are getting xmas cards via seeing me or mail (if i have your mail and there are some people i have already talked to that we have arragements)i've decided since there is an added person that i must spoil others have to suffer.....and since she's family, her first christmas, and under the age of 5 i've chosen her over you guys.....sorry my alternative solution in addition to the xmas cards is to hang out one day for dinner or something to the like(checking out a band going out somewhere)i'm thinking of it this way i'm giving you guys the gift of saving some $$$$ so that's more money in your pockets......ok there was no easy way of saying that but hey whatever i'm just being realistic and trying to save some headache at the mall stores and questioning what to fucking buy people.....so yeah thanksgiving day no smell of turkey pies stuffing at all ya know why??? i'm going to my sisters which sucks b/c i want to be home and eat my mom's food...don't get me wrong my bro in law cooks well but i just want to be home....
but hey i guess it's better that way no dishes to clean or mess to clean up afterwards here....oh another thing that's been buggin' me well i really don't have the time to go out as i'd like to so i tried to make plans for this weekend and they've all fell through...for example last night i was suppose to go out nope got canceled on b/c my friend has to work....now for the rest of the weekend i have homework homework and family togetherness time....so my only day free was shot to shit....and then i won't have a day like those for what another month when finals are over....oh we're having an x-mas party at the sec an suggestions for a dish or dessert that doesn't involove much work i just don't have the pacience i think i might also donate bottles of sam's choice or savealot soda (cheap but it tastes so good)on to the next i look like shit oh my you guys i feel shitty too but i mean i look so fucking bad like hell. stress?? i don't know what the fuck it may be but hey i don't look that great...all i know is that some time in january i will be needing the works at a spa..since i have poured my guts out to lj feel a little better....sometimes it's better than the real journal....and sometimes it's just better to have people know what you're thinking about instead of having it all bottled up inside...and who gives a shit if people get mad at you when you write in here....(ok so now you know what my next entries may involve.)
but hey i guess it's better that way no dishes to clean or mess to clean up afterwards here....oh another thing that's been buggin' me well i really don't have the time to go out as i'd like to so i tried to make plans for this weekend and they've all fell through...for example last night i was suppose to go out nope got canceled on b/c my friend has to work....now for the rest of the weekend i have homework homework and family togetherness time....so my only day free was shot to shit....and then i won't have a day like those for what another month when finals are over....oh we're having an x-mas party at the sec an suggestions for a dish or dessert that doesn't involove much work i just don't have the pacience i think i might also donate bottles of sam's choice or savealot soda (cheap but it tastes so good)on to the next i look like shit oh my you guys i feel shitty too but i mean i look so fucking bad like hell. stress?? i don't know what the fuck it may be but hey i don't look that great...all i know is that some time in january i will be needing the works at a spa..since i have poured my guts out to lj feel a little better....sometimes it's better than the real journal....and sometimes it's just better to have people know what you're thinking about instead of having it all bottled up inside...and who gives a shit if people get mad at you when you write in here....(ok so now you know what my next entries may involve.)