what Michelle's got to say to me... on walls

Aug 13, 2004 21:04

I can not believe this. Yesterday, i went to jeremy's house and on his wall in his basement, where everyone plays pool. Well a few days ago, maybe 2 or 3, I had some werds to say to her. I felt immature about it but at the same time i needed to get my werd out aswell. She said:

[michelle]Katryna: How am i a slut when i have only been with 2 guyz since jeremy and i have broke up (and i havent slept with by the way). Look how many guys Britanie has been with. SLEPT WITH ALL OF THEM. LOL and i dont like u blabbing OUR problems to Jeremy. Have a good day, i kno i will
[Katryna] If you hear shyt YOU COME TO THE SORCE (meaning, if sumone tells u i called u a bitch, ask b4 u judge) And LEAVE BRITANIE OUT OF THIS U FUCKING WHORE!!! ya i sayin it now. Do sumthin.
[Michelle]PS: I regrete EVERYTHING i did in T.O. and only Jeremy knows that.
And on an other wall she wrote something along the lines of: how can u say all this shyt about me when your the one hanging out with the hoe beside u. (That's referring to Britanie)
[Katryna] I didnt call u n e names but fuck it... fuck u!

Ok first of all i hurd that she was talkin shyt about me. and i saw her around once in a while and i was always gettin nasty ass looks from her, so i shot sum nasty looks right back. About a week went by and i got in a HUGE fight with both my parents and i regretingly wanted to end my life. The only person who can really stop myslef from doing that is michelle. so i called jeremy and asked for michelles #. he said he didnt have it and asked what was wrong. i was balling my eyes out. i told him nothing, i dont wanna talk about it but i need to talk to michelle. he told me she was camping and wudnt be home until the next day in the afternoon. Brione took the phone, talked to jeremy for a bit and told him i was having sum family problems. Brione covered the phone and told me jer told her michelle hates me. i took the phone and ask, michelle hates me? he said yes, but he told her this a week ago so he doesnt kno if she still was. i freaked right out and say y the fuck wud she be mad at me. i havent done n e thing. if n e thing, i shud be mad at her. she is the one who did E. (now michelle promised me on the day the skewl went to confederation park that she wud never do n e thing like that ever again. she swore over our friendship and i found out she did it a month ago which wud have been after confed. Jeremy thought i meant reciently) But anyways, he got upset. Well anyways thats y she thinks that i blabed sum problems to jeremy.
And seoncd of all... i never called michelle any names. i was being told she was calling me shyt and she didnt like me from jeremy and krista. but i decieded to be mature. i had some of michelles clothes. i took them and put them in a bag along with a note to michelle saying i hurd sum shyt u said about me but i want to hear it from u. becuz as far as i am concerned, they were rumours. so as far as i kno, we're cewl...
and then i saw the writing in jer's basement and i snapt.

I dont kno what to do n e more. when i saw it, i started to cry i was so upset and angry. but i wiped my tears and wrote sum shyt to her a while after when i was calm. becuz everything i wrote was not immature, it was me getting my werd out. i only called her a whore becuz she called britanie a hoe and leading on that she was a slut so i felt i had to write that becuz i stick by it even now. she has no right to put britanie down like that, britanie didnt do n e thing to michelle.

i just dont kno n e more... i will fight this gurl. i kno thats wat it will lead to becuz thats the kind of person michelle is. but this is a fight i will not back down from. I am reall good with calming a fight down. i mean if sumone wants to fight me, i point out how stupid it is and its solved... becuz it is never worth it. but when sumone calls my best friend a hoe and a slut all over a friends wall so everyone can see it, that is war.
i mean i wont just go up to her and knock her out. but i kno she will try to fight me and its just sumthin i think i need to do for me and for britanie.

im a fighter... so r is my family and friends. its all around me. what am i supose to do. everyone is telling me, if she wants to fight... make her run so fast in fear she wont kno wat hit her.
i have no answers, so what do i do?
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