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[katroy]

Morning sun and moonlit stars,
dazzling light in any hour.
Can you come and help me see,
the frightening truth in front of me?
Will I die or will I wake,
each time i move I feel the ache.

I don't know what I was thinking,
when I pulled the knife from the drawer.
I don't know what I was thinking,
Did I wish I was something more?

Now I lay here in silence,
with the sun rise on my face.
Now I lay here so peaceful,
my heart at a slowing pace.

I wish I knew myself better,
before I dreamed of peace.
I wish I said goodbye to my family,
before I put my mind at ease.

Now I lay here in silence,
warm in all the blood.
Now I lay here in silence,
emotions coming in flood.

I had so much potential,
only twenty-two and alive.
I had so much to live for,
but not enough strength to try.

Now I lay here in silence,
crying from the inside out.
Now I lay here in silence,
knowing without a doubt.

I lay here quietly,
saying goodbye to all I knew.
Now I lay here in silence,
knowing it's what I had to do.

March 06'
By Katt Roy