yuck.shootme

Jul 28, 2005 21:09

Ill tell you exactly whats on my mind:
I hate myself, well not myself, just how "fat" I am.& Shut the fuck up thats how I feel so don't leave me bullshit comments. Even my family thinks I'm fat.
I feel like my friends, even my best friends, don't really give two shits about me
I'm SO sick of not having anyone to talk to
I want someone I can TRUSTTTTTTTTTTTTT...Im so fucking sick of keeping everything inside
To tell you the truth, im perfectly fine with dieing. (no thats not an indication that im going to killmyself, because I'm not) I just wouldn't care if I did
I feel extremely lonely
And frankly, I don't think that thats going to change..for a while.....no forever.
Id rather be alone than hang out with someone

It feels like the only one I have is myself.

I don't know whats wrong with my lately...but thats how I feel.
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