i don't know anymore . . . ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀*ﾟ)ﾟ｡
a lot of things are happening lately.
i feel like i'm fleeting away from myself. i usually don't want to think about our family problems, but i'm having nightmares. i want to return to being a child and believe in that image that we're one happy family. everything's so nice before. :(
dad was brought to the hospital after vomiting blood last wednesday. it must be the first time that we had an emergency within our family. he's doing better now, but we are still monitoring his condition. i wish he can be healthy again. i feel sad whenever i stare at his fragile body.
once he become healthy, i wish he'll think clearly about things. i wish he'll think about us more... more than that. more than anything else.
i feel like i'm fleeting away from myself. i usually don't want to think about our family problems, but i'm having nightmares. i want to return to being a child and believe in that image that we're one happy family. everything's so nice before. :(
dad was brought to the hospital after vomiting blood last wednesday. it must be the first time that we had an emergency within our family. he's doing better now, but we are still monitoring his condition. i wish he can be healthy again. i feel sad whenever i stare at his fragile body.
once he become healthy, i wish he'll think clearly about things. i wish he'll think about us more... more than that. more than anything else.