(。･_･)ノ maybe i should change my name to "late"
random gifs from TORE 2012.11.05 where kei-chan had guested in. [also reposted on tumblr]
well hello everyone. it's been a while since i last posted something here in my journal. i actually have made a list of the things i wanted to post here last month until it slipped off my mind completely. /sigh
and i think, for the first time, i wasn't able to post anything for Christmas and New Year, which is almost equivalent to not greeting people in my f-list. LOL it may be sooo late now but still, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR. :) hope you all had a wonderful celebration. as for me, i spent the holidays with my family. quite sad because my younger sister who's working as a nurse had a duty that time so she left early. i guess i need to get used to it from now on. :'(
fandom wise, i am still the same spammy me on facebook. LOL although the stuff i'm busy about are so random. during the holiday break, i was able to finish a lot of dramas and korean horror movies. oh, and there's my Rurouni Kenshin obsession which made me watch it in cinema for about 5 times. (mind you, that's not yet hardcore coz i have friends who watched it more than that)
i got into Takeru and Kaku Kento. had less time on updating about NEWS and Tegomass. i downloaded many things like members' guesting on some shows but i tend to watch them after a week or two. the fanpages/communities i am moderating are kind of neglected, also have club responsibilities that i'm not yet dealing with. i have an icon batch that i started making last month too, but until now i haven't continued. i really really want to be more productive. i should do better this 2013.
i'm getting frustrated with myself on my work lately. i feel that i'm losing my motivation. even though i love my students, my performance all in all is not satisfying. i wanted to cry because while i'm being so lethargic, i'm also feeling the pressure from my boss and leader. ;__;
same goes with my friends. i've disappointed some of them with my tardiness. heeee~ most of my friends who i used to talk to aren't talking to me anymore, but maybe it's me who's not? xD whatever that is, i was sure i was not the one who distanced from them. i shall stop before this becomes a rant post instead of update post. :))
i shall aim for CHANGE this year. (´□｀；)
that's all for now. i miss you all~