Tuesday (Feb. 10) Ramblings
So far today has actually been an ok day. For some reason I thought I was going to be experiencing a lot of sadness and anxiety with my father's one year death anniversary- but today I feel much calmer than I thought I would. Last night I did break down and just cried and got some of my feelings out to Sam. He is such a supportive and kind man- I am so blessed he asked me to take his last name and be his lifetime partner. Last night I just could not stop thinking that a year ago my father was having his last hours of life while struggling with the decision of taking his own life. I truly hope the journey on the other side is more peaceful and happy for him...God Bless you Dad...if my arms could reach to Heaven I would give you a hug......
My interview went very well today. I felt as though they liked me and I really hope I get the job. I am very passionate about working with the psychiatric population and this would be more than a job to me- it would be the start of my career- the start to creating my professional self as a psychologist. I really hope I get this job- I will find out Monday or Tuesday of next week. So thank you to everyone for your good vibes.......I truly appreciate it...I will be sure to keep you all updated. Also, if I get this job I am going to treat myself by buying a gym/pool membership! I think that will be really nice. I am really trying to work on developing a passion for exercise- it is truly something that I do not like- but I would like to. One thing that I do like about exercise is that I feel good after I do it. I really thought I did not like to sweat- but it feels kind of good- also, it seems to help with a more regular sleeping pattern- so a gym membership will be good....but we are on a budget, so I do not think I will get one unless I get this job.
Dinner is in the crockpot- so it will be ready for tonight. I am pretty stoked about that. It is so nice to just fix something and then leave it....and have it ready when you come home.....I am making french onion dip pork chops with red potatoes. With that we will have cranberry sauce and corn- so that is a good balanced, healthy meal- YAY! Yummy and good- double yay!!!!
I will update later....
Hopefully I will get in some physical activity and wash some of my dishes! I need a dishwasher- well we have one- but it needs to be fixed.
My interview went very well today. I felt as though they liked me and I really hope I get the job. I am very passionate about working with the psychiatric population and this would be more than a job to me- it would be the start of my career- the start to creating my professional self as a psychologist. I really hope I get this job- I will find out Monday or Tuesday of next week. So thank you to everyone for your good vibes.......I truly appreciate it...I will be sure to keep you all updated. Also, if I get this job I am going to treat myself by buying a gym/pool membership! I think that will be really nice. I am really trying to work on developing a passion for exercise- it is truly something that I do not like- but I would like to. One thing that I do like about exercise is that I feel good after I do it. I really thought I did not like to sweat- but it feels kind of good- also, it seems to help with a more regular sleeping pattern- so a gym membership will be good....but we are on a budget, so I do not think I will get one unless I get this job.
Dinner is in the crockpot- so it will be ready for tonight. I am pretty stoked about that. It is so nice to just fix something and then leave it....and have it ready when you come home.....I am making french onion dip pork chops with red potatoes. With that we will have cranberry sauce and corn- so that is a good balanced, healthy meal- YAY! Yummy and good- double yay!!!!
I will update later....
Hopefully I will get in some physical activity and wash some of my dishes! I need a dishwasher- well we have one- but it needs to be fixed.