Aug 19, 2005 15:47
So today is a special day for me. My anniversary to Jenn. That would make it 12 years. I had a second interview today and also a call back from a previous interview. I am now waiting to see if i am employable to ANYONE out there. On my way to my interview i was jubilant and confident in myself, the sun was shining and music was good. When I topped a rise in the road I almost started to cry because of a surge in my damn hormones. Stoopid female hormones be damned. Tonight will be wonderful. I feel that there is so much riding on today. I have destroyed too many of the past holidays and special moments to approach this one with any degree of calm. Oh please to all the powers that be-allow me to NOT screw up this day.