hayyy
well, today was interesting... i think that i um how do i put this pleasure myself too much... haha i dont kno like at night i am not tired at all and that is when i do it... and i hav a bit of a porn problem... but i dunno ill talk to my therapist about it when i finally get one... oh and the cutting thing is getting so old... i feel like i am never cutting deep enough but im too scared to cut any deeper. Thanksgiving break is coming up in 2 days ... (THANK GOD!) and i dont have any big plans except for going to the gay bar on sat. i kno i kno im fucking scared... i have never been... i just started to think that i was bi this year... so it is a big thing for me.. but i kno i will b ok becuz a couple of friends are coming with me... i hope there are good parties over break... the football team is finally done so i can party with them... but its wierd becuz they are friends of my friends so i never feel really comfortable around all of them yet... i mean some of them but not all of them... but o well i like drinking with them tho... its not like they are mean... most of them that is lol... anyways i am doing really well in school... but i am worried about keeping up my streak of good grades... but then again there are only like 3 more weeks left in the semester... thank god! allrite im off to watch howard stern and try to sleep... i have a stupid test on the nervous system in human bio tomoro... BOOO -im out-katie