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didn't go to work today. couldn't get out of bed. didn't seem particularily that overwhelmed in comparison to every morning before today, so i'm not sure what the problem was. i can't stand working anymore. don't really want to look for a house anymore either, and almost would rather just wait around and get evicted. i'm sure it would be a dramatically awesome scene, and hey it's not even my fault i'm in this position. looked at a few houses yesterday, and supposed to look at one in birmingham (HAHAHA) on friday, but save for those few houses i have no interest in looking anymore. my roommates were into this house we say yesterday, was so weird and creepy it had a rock garden indoors and a weird wood paneled sun porch. god. i don't know why i'm feeling anymore optimistic than a did last week, because nothing has changed for the better yet. either i'm just starting to forget (as i usually do when bad things happen to me), or the free food from pei wei and 5 fortune cookies (all containing postive messages that obviously are going to come true, and were written just for me) have tricked me into feeling better. who knows.