Nov 20, 2005 22:58
Alright...wow looking back it has been a while but, I can't say as thought I have really been in the mood to update so here is whats been going on... School..yeah lots of school..but thats not really important right now..what I have to say is more important than that..yes, it is about something you don't learn about in school and thats death and how much it really sucks!!
So this thursday my church lost an absolutely amazing member of the congregation...Phil Tribou and elderly and sickly man. All the same still had a wonderful out look on life...You could seance the grief of all in the church this morning because before you do anything Phil was always siting there waiting to greet you and give you a hug it was just something that had to be done before all else. Any way despite his failing health you would ask him how he was doing and you could always count on the same response "Better than nothing". He was loved many and liked by all and his death saddens many. Other than Phil's passing in general the worst part was calling a friend to tell him that this wonderful man had died...I felt soo bad and I did wait until tonight to do it because I didn't want to ruin his get together with his family...I know it is the night before the funeral and my friend is trying to come up with a way to arrange his schedule to go.
One last note since this is rather gloomy any way...I can't believe this is the first christmas and new years Zack and Josh aren't going to be around...Its going to be really hard an suck really bad as well. Death is never easy.
But I might as well try to end this happily I got to see Melissa tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!! I was soo happy!!!!!! right well I'm off to bed, pleasant dreams.