well here I go...something in my life....
Well I started classes today...I'm taking three ASL3, US history, and intro th psych. Yeah, they changed a litte from my original intentions....but its all good...I hope I can handle this as well as working and well if this proves to happen..having a guy in my life...I think I can. Life at my house is now incredably chaotic and I hate it with a passion (it has nothing with me going to school) but any way...I miss steve even though I saw him the other day and I talk to him online all the time...but its just not the same...I'm waiting for him to make the first move because...well I'm too shy for one and well I don't know...but I really like him and well there really is no way to discrbe how I feel when I'm around him or talking to him...honestly I can't find any words. but As much as I like him I wonder how much longer I can be held in such suspence its not even me as it is my heart and emotions...I feel like I'm in a limbo. well to bed class tomorrow...