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Breaking up is hard to do. Knowing you've both made the right choice certainly makes it easier. The past two weeks have been a bit stressful... just with life in general I suppose. My job is unfulfilling and not at all exciting. My housemate Mirela is off again. Money is always an issue. Toronto sucks the life out of you. Thesis thesis thesis. And a rather stagnant relationship with no hopes in hell of succeeding. How do I get myself into these relationships... the ones that I know won't work because from the get go we are both entirely different. That we can't communicate, we disagree on just about everything, we have completely opposite world views. Why start? Probably because I saw a challenge and thought I could make him change. That is my biggest misconception. That I can change people wholly and entirely. I should learn that for the most part people are who they are. That I should accept that and understand that and look for the people who I can relate to, not the ones I am opposite to. Relationships are challenging enough, why make them more difficult.