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This is all to much for me....Between work, pressures of senior year, all honors classes, orchestra, YMCA, Torey stuff, friends who don't care about me, im becoming over whelmed and have no where to turn....
You use to think I was so strong and didn't need to be taken care of, well I guess you were wrong...I can't do it all alone but for some reason im being forced to. I feel like im being backed into a corner with no escape.
Moms hardly home anymore, Ken and I always fight, Im not welcome at my dads unless its a "kids" weekend...I have no one to turn to and no where to go. I refuse to go back onto my zoloft because although that may seem to help my problems it will only cover them up as they fester and grow into bigger problems that i will have to deal with later in my life. Im tierd of being the strong one, i want to be able to be taken care of once in a while instead of being the one always taking care of others....
You use to think I was so strong and didn't need to be taken care of, well I guess you were wrong...I can't do it all alone but for some reason im being forced to. I feel like im being backed into a corner with no escape.
Moms hardly home anymore, Ken and I always fight, Im not welcome at my dads unless its a "kids" weekend...I have no one to turn to and no where to go. I refuse to go back onto my zoloft because although that may seem to help my problems it will only cover them up as they fester and grow into bigger problems that i will have to deal with later in my life. Im tierd of being the strong one, i want to be able to be taken care of once in a while instead of being the one always taking care of others....