Aug 21, 2004 21:25
This fucking sucks.....I swear everyone knows i don't like sitting at home doing nothing but wait thats what im doing right now cause no one calls me...not to long ago i recall people calling me all the time saying whats up, whats goin on, what are we doing and now my phone like is going to die from underuse.....
Last night my plans got all fucked up and shit but the night didn't turn out to bad and now today fuckin sucks....i went to a funeral for my godfather this morning then got a late breakfast with my mom(around noon) then i went back to my dads and have been here since 1 doing absolutely nothing....no wait i watched like 2 lifetime movies and part of a 3rd......I have been home for 8 1/2 hours and i can not stand being home doing nothing like it makes me go crazy, seriously, but i do not want to just go drive around cause i don't see the point in that and i would prolly end up dying by crashing my car or something......
emily's phone is off, i can't reach andrew, rachel is out in gig harbor and has an 11 pm curfew, michelle is out, all the people i should be with are at ali's house w/o me and didn't bother to invite me, jessi didn't answer her phone....soo yeah this really sucks.......