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God i hate my mom sometimes...I finally have my fucking license and want to go see my boyfriend after my concert but i can't cause she has to drive vic home....I really wanted to fucking see torey cause he has to work the rest of the week....we both had tonight off and i really wanted to spend time with him...if mom hadn't of invited vic to my concert then i would have been able to see torey tonight.....but nooo she wanted him to come to my concert and since he got a DWI a while back he doesn't have a license right now....So she had to go pick him up and is taking him home right now....
Yeah now i got myself all worked up and crying...just fucking great....my brother wont let me drive the fucking honda even though he never does anymore and the tire is fixed now....my dad has waited forever to fix my car cause i guess he never though i would take the initiative to get my license and i may get one of vic's trucks but i'll have to wait for insurance and shit like that...God this is a pain in the fucking ass...Im sick of my life...Yeah it may seem great...not having a curfew, my mom not really caring what i do but it fucking sucks....she always takes anger out on me cause she wont talk to ken or auna about it, i do half the chores around the house and she will get all pissed off and start yelling about how the house is to big and she has to do everything herself and blah blah blah which is fucking bull shit...I do plenty of shit around here....And now i work and im sorry but being on my feet fucking 9 hours a day after school isn't fun then i work in boyfriend time and im just sick and tierd of this...I want to go on a fucking vacation but i can't cause my dad can't do anything without his girlfriend and my mom is always worried about money...ohh and for those of you who don't know my mom is like fucking poor so she gets stressed about that a lot lately and yells and is like i can't afford to put you on my insurance and shit like that and ive waited the longest time and all i want to do is drive that is....i want to have some freedom to do what i want when i want and not have to rely on others to get me there....im sick and tierd of asking for rides and having to make sure i have ways to and from places....I want my fucking car and i want it NOW!!!!!!!
I can't wait till my mom gets home cause she will be all pissed at me for being rude to vic when i wasn't....yeah i was pissed off but i was like thank you for coming and i said bye to him.....I want my own fucking life...Im 17 and i just want some freedom....
Yeah now i got myself all worked up and crying...just fucking great....my brother wont let me drive the fucking honda even though he never does anymore and the tire is fixed now....my dad has waited forever to fix my car cause i guess he never though i would take the initiative to get my license and i may get one of vic's trucks but i'll have to wait for insurance and shit like that...God this is a pain in the fucking ass...Im sick of my life...Yeah it may seem great...not having a curfew, my mom not really caring what i do but it fucking sucks....she always takes anger out on me cause she wont talk to ken or auna about it, i do half the chores around the house and she will get all pissed off and start yelling about how the house is to big and she has to do everything herself and blah blah blah which is fucking bull shit...I do plenty of shit around here....And now i work and im sorry but being on my feet fucking 9 hours a day after school isn't fun then i work in boyfriend time and im just sick and tierd of this...I want to go on a fucking vacation but i can't cause my dad can't do anything without his girlfriend and my mom is always worried about money...ohh and for those of you who don't know my mom is like fucking poor so she gets stressed about that a lot lately and yells and is like i can't afford to put you on my insurance and shit like that and ive waited the longest time and all i want to do is drive that is....i want to have some freedom to do what i want when i want and not have to rely on others to get me there....im sick and tierd of asking for rides and having to make sure i have ways to and from places....I want my fucking car and i want it NOW!!!!!!!
I can't wait till my mom gets home cause she will be all pissed at me for being rude to vic when i wasn't....yeah i was pissed off but i was like thank you for coming and i said bye to him.....I want my own fucking life...Im 17 and i just want some freedom....