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so i'm kind of drugged up on nyquil right now, but i'm not quite ready to sleep yet. how can i be so fine during the day? but then at night, my cough comes back like a little bia. grr.
anyways i'm in my bed, and feel like typing. to all of you.
this year is almost over... and i'm pretty sad about it. i've realized that things are never gonna be the same. i get upset, but then i think about all the fun i've had. i can look back and say that i've had an amazing freshman year. i only have a few regrets, well one regret. and it sucks, but there's no changing it.
next year i'm going to be an RA on east campus. i'm pretty excited about it, but also kind of sad. i'm sitting in the room right now, alone. and i can't help but feel lonely. i'm going to miss that tie next year, the roommate. everyone will have a roommate, everyone will have that connection, but me. i mean having a room to myself is going to be amazing, and i'm sure that people will always be around... ehh whatever. i need to have a positive outlook on this whole thing next year.
sorry, this is a bunch of rambling, stream-of-consciousness. i'm feeling kind of delirious. it's kind of nice. i think i'm just writing in this tonight so that i can get some things off my chest. even though i have nothing that i want to vent in here, nothing that i would like to make that public.
ok i'm going to get some sleep now. this whole computer in bed thing is dangerous. i usually only do this at home
exam @ 1 tomorrow. lunch @ like 11:30. which means i need to be up and in the shower by like 10:30. staying up this late tonight = a bad choice. i've been making those alot lately... i've been making them alot all year....
anyways i'm in my bed, and feel like typing. to all of you.
this year is almost over... and i'm pretty sad about it. i've realized that things are never gonna be the same. i get upset, but then i think about all the fun i've had. i can look back and say that i've had an amazing freshman year. i only have a few regrets, well one regret. and it sucks, but there's no changing it.
next year i'm going to be an RA on east campus. i'm pretty excited about it, but also kind of sad. i'm sitting in the room right now, alone. and i can't help but feel lonely. i'm going to miss that tie next year, the roommate. everyone will have a roommate, everyone will have that connection, but me. i mean having a room to myself is going to be amazing, and i'm sure that people will always be around... ehh whatever. i need to have a positive outlook on this whole thing next year.
sorry, this is a bunch of rambling, stream-of-consciousness. i'm feeling kind of delirious. it's kind of nice. i think i'm just writing in this tonight so that i can get some things off my chest. even though i have nothing that i want to vent in here, nothing that i would like to make that public.
ok i'm going to get some sleep now. this whole computer in bed thing is dangerous. i usually only do this at home
exam @ 1 tomorrow. lunch @ like 11:30. which means i need to be up and in the shower by like 10:30. staying up this late tonight = a bad choice. i've been making those alot lately... i've been making them alot all year....