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One last time'>
I really don't know what to do with myself.
I feel so fucking listless.
I can't seem to care about anything that I should.
Like classes and shit.
Skipped Organic workshop today to take a walk through the crow's nest then down to the park to lay on a bench listening to music for an hour, napping intermittently.
Not what I need to do. Especially for fucking Organic. I love that class more than others, mostly. But I just can't seem to get it. It keeps slipping. I really need to talk to Mungall about it. But I can't because I have this irrational fear of professors. Or maybe just the smart ones.
I feel like I have senioritis or whatever.
Make it stop.
Maybe I will make a list of all good activities in the immediate future.
List:
-tonight: Adam and Kye are playing at Butch's (anyone want to come with me?!)
-tomorrow: salsa class at 7 and symphonette concert at 7:30. Although the salsa class is kinda sketchy...as I can't do it.
-Friday: no spanish class, recruit weekend for swimming (and I don't ( :) ) have a recruit
-Saturday/Sunday: Mike's 21st bday
-the 20th: see Karman because she has a softball game here
-the 22nd: sister's 21st bday!!!!!! and Muse concert at MSU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-the 23rd: being trained at cafe Julia's 12-2 (6.50/hr just to be trained. That's more than I made as a fucking lifeguard [6.45], and I had to be certified. And that costs money!) and Muse concert at MSU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-the 24th: lunar eclipse
-the 26th: Megan D's bday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-the 27th: The Alkaline Trio with Jasmine
-the 30th: Megan S's bday!!!
-the 3rd: officially done with exams after an 8am chem exam
-the 7th: Greenday with D
-the 8th or 9th: first day of real work. Full time. First time ever. :0