Sorry Ya'll

Jan 20, 2005 15:58

I was getting this journal ready before I told you guys. This will be my LJ now, but I dont really want others to know about it so shhhhhh!!! I still have youngninja so I can keep them satisfied. I feel kinda bad doing this but I'm tired of reading a bunch of bs from people who I dont really hang out with. Their just there. Ok, but anyway, I'm still superiorly busy but you know what this isn't how I wanna live so I'ma take it easy here and now............

Ok, I've been doing alot of crap between work and school and time to relax.... most of you know this. I'm trying to keep my old schedule intact, but I have to devise a second one for the rest of what I do. I really want to know whats going on with everyone, but I just cant do that. Please, forgive me if I havn't been speaking with all of you as much as you'd like, I would love to just sit down with all of you and chill like before, but I just cant. Some of you understand this without a problem, but if there are any of you who don't ....... well, I feel bad for you. I'm trying my hardest to just stay and keep original while everything around me is becoming the same. I'm changing too.

Jessica, Dont worry about calling me up and letting me know what a frigin awesome date you had, really I WANT to know about it. It really does interest me, and I dont mind because you sound really and truly happy. I want to think that we will stay close friends for a long time, I don't want you to think that I'm to busy to talk to you, call me up whenever, I'll switch the phone to its meeting setting at night. I dont know if thats good enough to wake me up but try.

Hannah, I'm sorry, I think I might be neglecting you at school. My bad I'm not feeling right. This is all just brand spankin new to me. I've been laid back for my whole life and now I'm doing something. Print up some of your stories and let me read it, I might not get to it right away but I'll read them all eventually.

Rony, I have no clue what to say to you, I see you on the time I actually do have some spare time, which is at lunch and in the morning. so just Thanks for being the guy I can really chill wit. Alot of these guys now-a-days are all really blind to every thing. They cant see past one style, but you know damn well how original I am from every other guy. Plus you can take a joke, your just that cool...... go ahead, brush off your shoulders. ^_^.

Devin, Boy your one lucky ass mother trucker. I never really envy you but I'm not saying I would mind having every thing that you do. Man, when you went out wit jessica at the time I was warming up to ask her out, not once did I think ill of you. I always thought you were a better man than me. I havn't heard you say one bad thing about me either, your just as laid back as I wish I could be.

Cloud, Man your pretty cool..... but you know what, we gotta loosen you up abit. I know your really quite quiet, but with us it whatever, man. Just chill, speak your mind, throw a couple punches ^_~. I know if we can get you to bounce, you'll be a freakin awesome fighter.

Amanda, Sorry I cant come online at night so often anymore, my moms on like constant PMS mode so she comes into my room to make sure I'm not on the computer. I hope your loving it up there, even if it is colder than here. You should update more do I know whats going on.

O'l right thats about it I think. I promised a good entry, well here it is. ^_^ TTYL. Peace.
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