Jan 18, 2005 00:42
There are so many mixed feelings going on in my head: pure joy and excitement, confusion and disappointment, anger and frustration. All of these either can't be explained or announced, but I am having a hard time with some stuff.
Today was the most fabulous day ever! It was Bid Day up here at North Georiga College and State University and we got the hottest girls on campus. They are the most fabulous girls ever and I love them to death already for so many different reasons. We had a blast all day with them and I can't wait to meet them and get to know them and to spoil them (and my LITTLE) rotten! I just can't wait!
I am still working on getting things worked out. I am growing and maturing a lot and I am kind of impressed and proud with/of myself. I am doing what I need and not just ignoring that. I am really trying to do the right thing...
And the rest that I'm feeling just stinks! I don't want to talk about it...