"And when the night is new I'll be looking at the moon but I'll be seeing you."

Aug 11, 2004 01:12

Training is going great. We are learning a lot and creating strong bonds that we will need later down the road and renewing old bonds that we lost over the summer. And some of the new girls are soooo funny and sweet and I am so excited that I get to work with them! Tomorrow we get to do the ropes course and Thursday we get to go swimming. I am however stressing about how my hall decorations are going to look and whether its going to be ready on time. So I just need to get that together and things will be golden. And these poor FROG guys running around are so sad looking cause they don't have any hair and they are always getting yelled at and they are running and having to carry heavy stuff. So poor things...

Life is grand. I am happy. And I don't think I could have said that about my life before. I guess I could have so a better way to describe myself now is joyful and they is how we are suppose to live. And that makes me happy. I am this way for many many many different reasons, and it feels great. I don't want to lose it. I want to keep this joy and this life-view that I have going on right now and I understand that there are certain things I have to go to maintain that. And I am more than willing to do those if this joy will stay or even grow. I just can't explain it, but the smile on my face and the feeling inside is amazing!
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