Jul 03, 2004 00:05
I had a great time tonight. Alan Folwer and I went out to eat and got to talk about a lot of stuff. And it was stuff I needed to talk about and get out, and I'm glad he said what he said. I needed to hear it. Hes a great big brother. But he definitely told me some interesting stuff I didn't know about which will make me think twice about what I say. After that we went to pick up Kendra and went to Jillians. We had a great time. And I got better and better at the shooting game as the night went on. Then we took Kendra home and he brought me back. But we talked some more about some real random stuff that was fun to talk about. And the three of us decided we are going to see the fireworks in Lawrenceville on Sunday if anyone wants to come. And if it rains I'm sure we will all go do something else. So everyone come join us...
But tonight made me think. I wish I could do something about the way I feel. I'm not sure why I feel this way if God wasn't going to use it. And I don't see how He can use it unless I say something about how I feel. I'm just a little scared about that.