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egad
you iknw those moods where you wanna just sit by your self and sulk and shut thw world out... i am in that kind of mood right now.... i feel a coid. and I dont know exactly waht it is... I ahve to write a paper about someone significant in my life and I dont have the slightest idea as who to write it about. I thought about writing about mom or dad or something obvious such as that, but im not looking for the obvious here. Sometimes the not so obsious are just as important. Perhaps just someone that i knew for a short period of time. There are a few people that have made huge impacts on life... maybe an overflowing handful. but a handfull is not that much to begin with... but then again i wonder how much a hanfull really is. Yes I realize how much of a tangent that was but I dont rightly give a flying fuck. I am waiting on Tony to call me... he was supposed to call me about half an hour ago.
I have been listening to Johnny Cash's Hurt Today and It makes me think of myself. and That is kind of weird to me. I havent been passionate about music in a while and I dont think that this is passion. I have lost my passion for all things... Well for today anyway. Its fucking sick how my mind works... anymore it feels like a disapointment. Maybe I really am dramatizing this shit...
I am so fucking dramatic.
Fuck it...
so fucking be it...
here are the lyrics to hurt:
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
i wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
i am still right here
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way
these are the nine inch nails lyrics
yeh what more can i say
Crab
you iknw those moods where you wanna just sit by your self and sulk and shut thw world out... i am in that kind of mood right now.... i feel a coid. and I dont know exactly waht it is... I ahve to write a paper about someone significant in my life and I dont have the slightest idea as who to write it about. I thought about writing about mom or dad or something obvious such as that, but im not looking for the obvious here. Sometimes the not so obsious are just as important. Perhaps just someone that i knew for a short period of time. There are a few people that have made huge impacts on life... maybe an overflowing handful. but a handfull is not that much to begin with... but then again i wonder how much a hanfull really is. Yes I realize how much of a tangent that was but I dont rightly give a flying fuck. I am waiting on Tony to call me... he was supposed to call me about half an hour ago.
I have been listening to Johnny Cash's Hurt Today and It makes me think of myself. and That is kind of weird to me. I havent been passionate about music in a while and I dont think that this is passion. I have lost my passion for all things... Well for today anyway. Its fucking sick how my mind works... anymore it feels like a disapointment. Maybe I really am dramatizing this shit...
I am so fucking dramatic.
Fuck it...
so fucking be it...
here are the lyrics to hurt:
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
i wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
i am still right here
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way
these are the nine inch nails lyrics
yeh what more can i say
Crab