insane-ness!!!!
wow. i keep forgetting i have a livejournal lol.
been an ok week this week, i suppose. just dealing with stress and other assorted crap i don't wanna talk about. no use in getting depressed to explain stuff thats not that important
but yeah... not much else is up.
been thinking and strongly considering transferring to UC in the fall. I hate Cincinnati State so much. why did i choose to go there??? i don't even know. i think my parents talked me into it. i should have gone to UC though. i want to go there SO bad, i have no friends at school, well, ok, i think i have a few... 3? but i never ever see them! (well one i do, b/c she's in my art class! yay!) i get lonely there. i have no one to eat lunch with, no one to play games with during free time (not that i have any on mondays or wednesdays!) etc.
i want to go to UC so bad though. whenever someone says "you go to UC, right?" and i say no i go to cincinnati state they say oh... like, why am i going to a freakin community school?
yeah. i hate it. i want out. i'm workin my butt off this school year to get B's and A's so i can easily get into UC's Graphic Design program.
i don't know where i'll get the money from to afford what i'll need but i'm just going to get a new job for the new year and work my butt off at jobs too.
i will have to have a laptop, but you can get one easily for under $1,000. i'll probably get a dell, b/c they seem to be the least expensive and high quality. dunno though.
so yeah. nothing else is up.
been an ok week this week, i suppose. just dealing with stress and other assorted crap i don't wanna talk about. no use in getting depressed to explain stuff thats not that important
but yeah... not much else is up.
been thinking and strongly considering transferring to UC in the fall. I hate Cincinnati State so much. why did i choose to go there??? i don't even know. i think my parents talked me into it. i should have gone to UC though. i want to go there SO bad, i have no friends at school, well, ok, i think i have a few... 3? but i never ever see them! (well one i do, b/c she's in my art class! yay!) i get lonely there. i have no one to eat lunch with, no one to play games with during free time (not that i have any on mondays or wednesdays!) etc.
i want to go to UC so bad though. whenever someone says "you go to UC, right?" and i say no i go to cincinnati state they say oh... like, why am i going to a freakin community school?
yeah. i hate it. i want out. i'm workin my butt off this school year to get B's and A's so i can easily get into UC's Graphic Design program.
i don't know where i'll get the money from to afford what i'll need but i'm just going to get a new job for the new year and work my butt off at jobs too.
i will have to have a laptop, but you can get one easily for under $1,000. i'll probably get a dell, b/c they seem to be the least expensive and high quality. dunno though.
so yeah. nothing else is up.