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[katmoonshaker]

So, at the moment my time is limited, my money is limited (hence the base journal). I'm going to be 'defriending'. Why? It is NOT because I don't like you. It's because I never get over here. I'm exhausted. My potassium last week was 3.1 which won me a [surprise!!] stay in the hospital from Tuesday night to Thursday morning. Better a low

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[katmoonshaker]

Let's see, after having at least a year of near to suicidal level depression & one of the worst health years evah since Dale & I got together he decided to walk out with no warning two weeks to the day after I turned 50. Mind you, he gave me a 50th bday party. Why? Because he lurved me so much? NO. Because he "had to". Oh yeah, and he doesn't see why this is a Bad Thing. I finally did come out of that depression though which has helped the massive fatigue some. But my heart has been feeling weird & I've been having weird neuro stuff going on since at least mid-summer that no one has been able to tell me about ("Is it your fibromyalgia?" ummm, aren't you the doctor??) which has been driving me nuts. I've been terrified and wondering if I was going crazy and several times I thought about going inpatient but I didn't because I didn't want to leave Dale taking care of my kids by himself. Oh yeah, and in the meantime I've been trying to get the gov'ment to realize that what all my doctors have been saying is true... I really can't work for a living. ::head:laptop::

[jynxgirl]

Omg. I had no idea that life was shitting on you quite so hard. :-(
are there any services in your area that help with a disability claims? Maybe even a place with some counseling?
Is there anything I can do to help?

*huge hugs*

[katmoonshaker]

I just got disability, about two months after he moved out. I've had some counseling. Thinking Good Thoughts®, praying, lighting candles etcetera would be greatly appreciated.